Fuck Fun.

I had an intense realisation yesterday.

I was thinking how anything besides working towards my goals I deem as more important.

Then I asked myself…

“What is more important than my goals?”

The only thing is my health.

If I’m not working on my dreams or my health, I’m wasting my time.

1st Realisation

I was at the beach, throwing the football around with a buddy.

When I got home I was absolutely exhausted.

I felt I had wasted my precious time.

I no longer had the energy I could’ve used to work.

In my books having this fun was a huge waste of time.

Not only was I not spending time optimally, but it also drained my energy so when I had time to work, my productivity would’ve been down.

2nd Realisation

Ive just quit a 2nd job of mine. Ive been working 15 hour days. But I haven't been working on what I WANT to work on.

I haven't had time to work on my goals.

And when I do have time im beyond exhausted.

I was sick of spending all of my energy on someone else’s dreams not mine.

So I quit.

Now I have extra time to work on my own terms.

Lesson

Im in the season of just wanting to take care of my health and work like a madman on my dreams.

All of these realisations have compounded into the idea of fuck fun, fuck shi that is distracting me from my goals.

I enjoy spending time with my buddy, but is he really my friend if hes holding me down from my potential?

He may be my enemy.

Find what you want to do, do it, and ignore the opinions of others.

As always may the creator favour you.

—Bryson